Sangat indah dan indah..........

Siapa pun tidak dapat menyangkal...adalah seperti kegembiraan berganda bila mendapat



dan juga ini



dalam satu hari yang sama....

malah hanya ada 2 hari lagi utk saya memeluk ini pula..



Alhamdulillah....... :)

Sesaat kau hadir

As usual nice wording always attract me first. This is realy nice wording. By harvey malaiholo.




Engkau datang
Ketika aku jatuh bangun dan jatuh
Dalam langkah menyusuri kehidupanku yang kelam
Dan hampir-hampir ku tak dapat melangkah lagi

Dirimu hadir
Bagaikan sinar menerangi jalanku
Kau tunjukkan arah mana yang kini harus kutempuh
Agar diriku tak sesat lagi seperti dulu

Bersama bayanganmu kasih
Seakan-akan kuterjaga dari mimpi-mimpi
Dari kehidupan yang semu dan melenakanku
Membuat ku terlupa akan segala-galanya

Hari ini di hari ini
Aku mencoba berdiri dan melangkah lagi
Bila esok sinar mentari pagi kan bersinar lagi
Aku kan menuju cita-cita yang pasti..

The True Meaning of LOVE - A Touching Story

Thank you angah for this wonderful story


Sekadar gambar hiasan (love this lovely couple :p)

My husband is an Engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature, and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders. Three years of courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness. . I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings, I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband, is my complete opposite, his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love. One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce.

"Why?" he asked, shocked. "I am tired, there are no reasons for everything in the world!" I answered. He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thought with a lighted cigarette at all times.



My feeling of disappointment only increased, here was a man who can't even express his predicament, what else can I hope from him? And finally he asked me:" What can I do to change your mind?" Somebody said it right, it's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him.



Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered : "Here is the question, if you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind, Let's say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death, will you do it for me?" He said :" I will give you your answer tomorrow.... " My hopes just sank by listening to his response.

I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting, underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes....



My dear, "I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to explain the reasons further.." This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading. "When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen, I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs.

You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you. You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to show you the way.

You always have the cramps whenever your "good friend" approaches every month, I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy. You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.

You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails,and help to remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand... and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the color of the glow on your young face...

Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do... I could not pick that flower yet, and die.. " My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting. ... and as I continue on reading...

"Now, that you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favorite bread and fresh milk...

I rush to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread..... Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone...

That's life, and love. When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms, it has never been a model, it could be the most dull and boring form.. . flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands... and that's our life... Love, not words win arguments...(so true)

Kenangan yang terindah

Percutian hujung minggu ini adalah antara kenangan paling indah saya. Saya ke Melaka. Bersama-sama ratusan budak sekolah yang sedang bercuti. Yelah.. dah tahu cuti sekolah, pergi bercuti lagi. Nak juga bersesak2 ye. Tapi saya puas hati dengan percutian ini. Saya dapat menjamu selera di Tanjung Kling,medan selera bersebelahan Riviera Beach Resort. Kedai yang pasti saya serbu untuk makan tengahari. Yang pasti, asam pedas jadi pilihan. Asam pedas pari, asam pedas tenggiri. Waduh waduh.. mauk lagik buk

Kemudian setelah tersedar diri makan banyak.. Bukit St Paul, A Famosa kami daki bersama-sama. Nasibla kami mendaki selepas hujan lebat.. jadi hari tidaklah terlalu terik. Seakan memberi sokongan pd pendakian dan pembakaran lemak.

Sila menjamu mata yer..

Baru sampai A famosa..


Close up


Dalam Muzium


Mama khusyuk tgk gambar


Wah... dhia join skali la tuh


St Paul Hill(malangnya Dhia tidur lak...)


Tengok anak saya sgt comel.. mama sayang dhia muah muah


Nampak tak eyes on Malaysia kat belakang (sayup sayup)


Naik beca you..(Pic driver beca terpaksa digelapkan atas langkah-langkah keselamatan)


*Er...saya suka lagu ini sekarang... (semakin rindu semakin asyik... best you all.. duk nyanyi aje.. wording dia melting arrrrrrr)

Terang Bulan Malam Ini
kerlipan Bintang Seribu
yang Ku Damba Saat Ini
hanyalah Engkau Yang Satu
didalam Hidupku

teratai Di Pinggir Kali
mulanya Mekar Berkembang
yang Ku Sebut Hari-Hari
hanya Namamu Seorang
ku Mabuk Kepayang

bila Kau Jauh Terasa Sunyi
resah Gelisah Sepanjang Hari
seandainya Kau Ada Di Sisi
bahagianya Hidupku Ini

kali Pertama Ku Kenal Cinta
baruku Sedar Ertinya Madu
jiwa Gelora Mimpi Mengusik
semakin Rindu Semakin Asyik

panas Panas Panasnya Mentari
tak Sepanas Cintaku Ini
kepadamu Yang Aku Kasihi
hingga Akhir Hayatku Nanti

bunga-Bunga Bunganya Asmara
harum Dan Mekar Di Dalam Dada
walaupun Yang Menghalangi
cintaku Pasti

Make up artist

Salam semua..

Berminat utk menggunakan khidmat make up artist? Kawan ofis saya buat kerja part time ni. Perkhidmatan make up utk bertunang, kahwin, dan function. Kalau berminat, sila hubungi saya. Harga boleh di runding.

Actually,kawan saya ni mula2 dia suka2 nak make up kawan2 shj, ttp ada pulak permintaan dari luar. So dia bercadang biz secara kecil2an dulu. Antara sampel make up beliau:

My relative yang bertunang last weekend






Ni kami...hihik gediks


Nanti kalau ada sampel, saya upload lagi k..

Da

Saya sedih

Erm...saya tak pasti samada saya suka atau tidak reveal bahawa saya berasa sedih malam ini. Mula-mula tadi perasaan saya gembira shj. Gurau senda dgn teman ofis.. Sempat singgah mydin beli cereal dgn low fat milk semasa balik dari kerja. Sehinggalah saya diperli2..

Erm..saya sedih kena perli2.. saya cuba jaga percakapan saya, saya cuba taknak sakitkan hati org..skrg pun saya buat hal sendiri shj, tpkan kenapa org suka sakitkan hati saya..time mcmni sy terasa nak balik kampung jumpa mama n dhia. Jumpa family yg sentiasa support saya. Tader sakit hati lagi.

Erm..bagila peluang saya rs happy.. saya pun baru nak rasa happy.. saya suka tgk org lain happy sbb skrg saya begitu menghargai happiness yg dimiliki.

Erm..tolongla jgn kutuk apa yg saya ada. Harta benda saya. Diri saya.

To who that may concern
Take very good care of yourself... mind your own bussiness. If u think u are demn body beautiful.. whatever.. then mind your own body.. like i care..
And.. if u have no money to buy something.. please lah.. dun be jeleous.. I understand your financial problem.. stop laughing at mine..

sob..sob..sob..

Cherating ... cont

Akhirnya ada juga pics di Impiana, Cherating untuk diupload. Sebenarnya mlm ini saya berasa mcm agak down utk upload pic. Tapi dh lama teringin nak upload pics ni.. So dah upload, then enjoy the pics lah yer:

Dhia Farhana
I just can make my self smile by looking at you sayang.. muahs


Ready to face the sea


Me and my sayang, dhia


Lari...angah bz simpan hartanya


Wah...kami dh berada dlm laut... sila jeles


Then adegan mandi-manda. Gambar2 mandi tiada ye..sbb mana ble publish pic kami mandi... bahaya gitew..kontroversi you

Balik2 hotel...siap2 nk g dinner. Ada karoke session and penyampaian hadiah utk para pemenang.

Before dinner...

Kami yang lapar


Huhuhu


Erm...time dinner tader ambil gambar ye.. sebab saya tertinggal camera dlm bilik...so penuhkan aktiviti dgn makan dan melayan my puteri, dhia farhana, bukan senang nk jumpa dhia..so haruslah spend quality time dgn dia...my pakciks and kezen siap karaoke dangdut lagi.. hihi makcik pemalu.. suara tk sedap.. so tk terlibat dgn karaoke session

Pagi esoknya, we all mamam2 dan terus siap2 nak balik kampung..

Kami satu family (saya berangan nak bawa family saya vacation lagi)


Dengan angah...


Wah dhia... melopong kenapa tu


Otw balik tu sempat singgah di Kuantan utk mengisi perut(mamam kat benteng ye.. org kuantan tau la benteng tu kat ne...rindu kuantan.. dulu matrik kat sini..huhuhu)

Ni my family with my pakcik..kami konvoi sekali

Bye-bye kuantan...see you soon

One moment in time

Realy like this song.. motivate me whenever I'm down...

by Whitney Houston

Each day I live
I want to be
A day to give
The best of me
I'm only one
But not alone
My finest day
Is yet unknown

I broke my heart
Fought every gain
To taste the sweet
I face the pain
I rise and fall
Yet through it all
This much remains

I want one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time

I will feel
I will feel eternity

Cherating

Meh saya cite pasal last week. Last week was hectic. At office,we cant even going out for lunch just of seek to reach activation target. Tapi best gak la.. ada piza and pisang goreng treat. Patutnya jumaat itu saya on vacation for papa family' day at cherating but dun even dare to take leave since boss quite stress up on achieving the target. Fortunately, sharp on 5pm, Friday, target achieved and i'm free.. woohooo sempat merembat tshirt di giordano, amcorp mall utk di pakai g cherating (oh bersama crocs baru ku yer.. ngeee...)

So sbb nak sangat pergi cherating(to spend time with dhia to be specific), I took bus to kuantan on saturday morning(gigih la naik bus yg dh berapa tahun tak naik).. Then, mengimbau memori session la dlm bus smbil dgr lagu...(of coz from my collection sbb bus bukak radio.. tk sokaa iklan yg sgt meleret.. dia bukak sinar fm ok). Fyi, saya matrikulasi di ypm,kuantan.. first time ever staying away from family... first crush la.. first outing la.. Sgtla indah those memories.. plus homesick time..saya tk pernah homesick ye.. berapa byk airmata tumpah di kuantan da.. biasala budak emo..nk buat mcaner kan

Ok..back to my last weekend..saya pun naik transnasional pi kuantan,seat no5A..bus saya pun gerak kol 9am. Kakak yang duduk di sebelah mcm interested to chat tp saya buat2 kaku mendengar music sambil menghadap tingkap kerana impian utama saya naik bus adalah utk BERANGAN2 yer dan bukan utk berborak..kalau berborak harusla ajak akak tu g kopitiam ker kan.. smbil layan french toast ka..huiks larik topic.. anyway, yippie! kakak itu seakan give up utk menackle saya dan membuat keputusan utk tidur aje... mission accomplish!! Lalalala...Tibe2 baru je sampai karak.. perasaan ingin mengencing pulak agak membuak2.. aduh.. jauh lagi nih nk sampai.. dahla tk tau pakcik driver ni nak berhenti kat R&R mana ke kan.. kalau dia singgah genting ke.. boleh gak mengencing disitu (err sambil g theme park? .. wtf?) ttp pakcik driver itu pasti tidak akan singgah di genting.. so harus la menahan perasaan mengencing sambil sambil menyambung misi berangan.. the result.. anganan kurang berkualiti.. hiks.. ye la.. mcaner anda nk berangan jika semua angan2 anda musti ada part kalau dapat masuk toilet kan bestt.. huhuhuhu

Atlast dlm kol 1130am, bus berhenti di R&R gambang..wah.. lega nya.. tp dkt nk sampai dh.. so saya memberi peluang kepada kakak itu utk berkenal2an dan peluang cubaan menjual brooch dari korea yg di bawa bersama. Harap maaf kakak.. saya tk beli brooch akak tu pulak sbb saya dh aim nk abeskan duit saya yg ciput dlm wallet renoma saya ni(hihihi) utk beli satar yg sangat lazat di tanjung lumpur. saya dh buat budget dh kakak.. so tk dapek den nk nolong do.. harap akak faham

Kol 1pm reached terminal makmur, Kuantan... saya minta tolong ijat(my vendor) utk menghantar saya membeli satar idaman dan pi saya ke resort la.. dying to see dhia...FYI, Tanjung lumpur ni tempat mkn yg sangat famous di kuantan (malam ikan bakar.. siang satar, kopok lekor etc).. jadi saya harus membeli satar.. yeay.. skrg mission utk g resort. Family day di Impiana Resort, Cherating..oh best juga.. tapi saya semacam tertekan la pulak skrg kerana saya tiada sbrg pic dgn sy utk di upload.. demn... camera m.i.a pulak.. kena balik kg utk cari.. pic byk comey2 korang..siyes tk tipu.. taper taper.. upload pic ni dulu la buat sementara waktu...ok later2 saya smbg lagi k.. tertekan ni xde pic.. angah... mana pic...? manaaaaa...kata nk emel.... copek la... den tunggu nih.. huhuhu