Finally, dhia already stay with us.. Realy hard decision to make but I think dhia shud be with us. Not that papa n mama not good enough on raising children (hello.. kalau diorg tk bagus bela we ols... we ols 3 beradik tk sekolah tinggi2 tau.. huhu).. but I do think enough burden that me keep giving them. Let mama had good nice rest for her to do her things(exercising.. gardening... beribadah...dating with papa.. good sleep at nite). And papa.. papa will concentrate on his project and lepak with mama. Besides... both of them are not in good condition of health(2-2 ada drh tinggi and sakit jantung.. perlukan senaman dan rehat yg cukup). So let them be in good rest rite..
Papa the one who really not agreed with the decision of taking away dhia from them but i think he slowly understood and accept the situation. He keep mentioned the surveyed he made that child who stays with the grandpa and grandma is more brilliant than the child who stays with their parent. Well, i guess i've to educate dhia very2 good to change their perception.
And for dhia.. she is happy being with us.. Just.. me and her crying 2 days in a row when i left her at pengasuh' house( the kakak is very nice.. thank God)... sigh.. I know its not an easy way.. but both of us have to be strong.. mana tk nangis ok.. tgh keluar dr rumah kakak M.. dgr dhia meraung mcm budak kena culik.. every time call kakak M tu je, dhia teresak lagi.. so sedih.. Fortunately.. my abg willing to keep calling the kakak to know the progress.. i tk sanggup lah.. and so far that i know.. dhia give the better respond. Alhamdulillah again...
Anyway.. me keep wish the sadness will go away very very soon.. pray for me k. terbantut nk upload pics di cameron.