August 19, 2008
Last week, 15 August 2008 genaplah setahun saya bersendirian (in term of marriage yer.. in term of life.. I still have Dhia).. sukar nak interpret the feeling.. sesukar nk tulis posting ini but then, looking for the good side.. I think I be more matured.. I know how to handle life alone.. Admit it took me quite sometime to overcome the 'peristiwa hitam'(lama okkkk) but also with joy and support from family and friends saya rasa saya mampu menangani masalah-masalah kecil dgn senyuman (dan kegelabahan seperti biasa.. hihi). Macam kelakar actualy(kelakar ke?) dulu mcm tak pandai nk setelkan mcm2 benda.. now I can settle everything including dhia needs.
Now Dhia already a year and 8 months older.. thank God dhia tidak memberi banyak masalah.. she is a very healthy kid.. jarang sakit.. semakin comel.. (fyi, baju raya dia dh siap ok.. one the my aunt made her baju kurung and kurung pahang sbb the cotton I bought berlebihan pulak).. minah ni.. kasut je sy dh belikan 3 pasang(time jcard member ari tu).. dress raya pun baru beli 2 pasang.. nanti sogo sale tmbh lagi sket.. hihi jadi la tu dhia nak melaram utk dapatkan duit raya.. (masuk tabung dhia ar.. bukannya aku guna.. statement bela diri :))
Now I do hope everything going fine.. bukan senang nk mengatur idup sendiri dan idup anak bersendirian.. those in the same shoes as mine know how hard it is.. I believe there's still a good brand new life for me.. I can feel it.. the aura is coming.. hihi..
I would like to thank all who knows me for the advices, supports and everything that keep me alive and survive all this miserable year. Realy appreciate it. I believe the next 16 August 2008 onwards is going to be good, sweet and fantastic new journey for me.. Insya Allah.. :)